no panicking

i think i've been taking this whole application process too lightly, to the point that i haven't been putting all that i can.

i remember i started my college application 4+ months prior to the deadline; had my TWO english teachers + various advisors edit my essays MULTIPLE times.

and yet here i am, barely started on my med school essay.

panicked a little bit this week? yeah. definitely

but, i know this all just means (1) gotta be a good student and do my work; (2) trust that all things will work out for good.