gmail..

So, inbox, full of emails labeled with bright red tab "med school."

Amongst them, there's one from mint.com saying, "Exceeded Budget for Fast Food"

Blah!

unhealthy

frustrated. want to cry laugh sleep it off never wake up die soon go home see thomas watch a movie eat a lot not eat at all cut tear scream feel pain

strangely, tripped and fell (a true talent to trip over flat surfaces). gigantic internal bleeding on my knee, feels like. hahaha. when is it going to turn purple?

salt & pepper II

equality & headship

From {chapter 3 - by raymond c. ortlund, jr}

{genesis 1-3}

"equal in a sense that they bear God's image equally"

-(re)defined; {genesis 1:26}

-equality is not: social status, financial stability, authority.

-because it's God's image, there's respect, equal worth [trust].

{genesis 2:23}

-the thought here is, from one flesh, to one flesh (marriage). how crazily cool.

"to love as equals, not to love in the same way"

-love exists in both headship&submission. just because you carry out one but not the other does not mean you eliminate love in the process.

"natural outcome is fulfillment, not a denial of rights"

-what is there to argue against?

"This life is not our fulfillment." "Our pain and limitations points us to God"

-so why do i dwell so much on it?

"authority - to be borne for the benefit of others without regard for oneself"

-wahlala. that's insane hard.

short b/c you should go read the entire chapter yourself! =)

clarity

can i..

watch clouds?

eww

good: peterzell is teaching

bad: summer session I

good: probably okay to skip out the first two classes

bad: would have to read the textbook..

good: i'd be in sd all summer

bad: ... i'd be in sd ALL summer

(tentative [nasty] schedule)

SSI:

-psyc102

SSII:

-either psyc173 or psyc191

-UD hum

FA10:

-bimm116

-ltwl124 (p/np)

-psyc101

-psyc178

-LD hum from mesa college

-mus130 (???)

WI11:

-phil27

-molbasis disease

-psyc106

-ud hum (mus130??)

SP11:

-lab (hopefully not..)

-core psyc (103, 104)

-psyc134

-ld hum

-TA for pprice! metabolics (=D)

..and hopefully graduate by then. Whew.