perhaps the best chance i'll ever get to talk to my family...
yet i get so discouraged cause it's been so difficult, and i want to please my parents so much.
but, i live my life for the Lord, please pray for me to not fear men, to love God, to share the gospel with my family, and for their salvation (one day)!
(just a sidenote, i wuv my soon-to-be-husband, he's pretty darn awesome =))
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
30-something days left
I think as the wedding comes closer and closer, I'm getting more anxious, with planning and whatnot, along with questioning if I'm truly ready for this (going back and forth, back and forth, seemingly arguing with myself...)
Having difficult conversations with J... saddens me that we have more of those lately, but I do know that everytime, I come out learning more about God (& admiring J more and more). This time around, I saw the true weightiness of my own walk. Though I always knew that my own personal walk with God very much affect every aspect of my life and all the relationships around me, it's the first time I come to see that... I'm going to be a HUGE influence to my soontobe-husband's life (sort of a duh statement, but.. shocked me). So, if I'm not doing well in my walk, then he's going to be affected as well!! {the bright side though, is that I'll know when I'm doing well, he'll be benefitting from it as well =D}.
Anyhow, I should be reminded of the following (taken from girltalk):
When I try to find fulfillment in anything besides loving Christ and serving Him, I will only end up more frustrated and completely unfulfilled.
Having difficult conversations with J... saddens me that we have more of those lately, but I do know that everytime, I come out learning more about God (& admiring J more and more). This time around, I saw the true weightiness of my own walk. Though I always knew that my own personal walk with God very much affect every aspect of my life and all the relationships around me, it's the first time I come to see that... I'm going to be a HUGE influence to my soontobe-husband's life (sort of a duh statement, but.. shocked me). So, if I'm not doing well in my walk, then he's going to be affected as well!! {the bright side though, is that I'll know when I'm doing well, he'll be benefitting from it as well =D}.
Anyhow, I should be reminded of the following (taken from girltalk):
When I try to find fulfillment in anything besides loving Christ and serving Him, I will only end up more frustrated and completely unfulfilled.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
{grace & roger} 06.04.2011 preview
thank you grace & roger for letting me spend the afternoon with you guys! I had SO much fun.
more to come... =)
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